Difficult Task

I've been wandering through my house today thinking of a difficult task.

Painful.
Life altering.
Simultaneously wishing for it to be done or avoided completely.

Alas, neither option seems palatable in the stillness of the evening. Yet, the task must be done. As painful as it seems, avoidance will result in more anguish. The difficulty is that my life is not the only one who will be affected. A dear friend will be hurt in the process. Painfully so. Yet, it is the best for us both. Even though initially it will seem like the worst thing possible. It is my prayer that God will be with me and grant me kind, gentle words. I pray that the words will be received with understanding and grace.

My heart aches at the task, but I cannot ignore it without neglecting my needs.